Music:The hum of my amp cause I'm too stressed out to play.
Yes Eric I know, I should quit being emo and drink beer, piss on sluts, and listen to Pantera.
Why do girls always end up treating me like crap and throwing me away. Fuck em. They love you when they're needy but once they're not in need anymore you're nothing. I could go on.... This whole town in general is depressing me. There's very few friends that I have that I consider goodhearted people I can trust and count on. I don't even have fun anymore. I got a good job finally. I'm growing up. Not that it's about money or material items but I just bought the car I've wanted my whole life, working on getting my dream guitar rig, I should be happy, but I'm miserable. I finally have money to do things and have fun but now I have no one to have fun with. This is the first time in my life I haven't been happy. I've never been depressed before. Sure I basically just got dumped, of course I'm bummed, but it's more than that. I feel like I'm gonna freak out. What should I do? Any suggestions?